A new year a gd start first day of the year when reds dot again lol is bore I know but no choice lol hmm guess wat think is a gd start we won two bottle of champion althought is not a big prize but at least we won something lol... One of them ming Jie took it and de other one my sis which is Pauline take home ... I really hope everything will go well this year cause my little baby is coming out soon in a few more month my little tummy have pop out which can been seen baby start to kick mi till I can't have a gd rest at nite ... But is all worth it when I think of my little baby I jus feel so happy hopefully baby will be health going to check up next week which is I can know the gender by next week but wat can I said is wat god give it to mi I will still love cause is my baby ... Hubby always wanted a baby boy I knew it but thing jus can't change so let it be ... Hubby promise mi a few thing first he said he will try to get out of tat place and be a gd guy 2nd he said he can stop meeting his friend for time begin jus because of mi 3rd he said he will love mi and nv leave mi alone any more ... I hope wat he said is all true ... I know darling u treat mi in a veri gd way and try to make mi happy no matter wat I hope this will last forever and not jus because I am having ur baby tat way u treat mi in a diff way ... Darling I know u try ur veri best I am happy wit wat you did and hope u will stay in this way till we get old .. Darling I love you and baby of course I love you too ...

Time seem to pass damn fast this is de 2nd month of having a baby inside my stomach...Nv when for any check up cause is a waste of money to go now will go when my baby is 3rd month wanted to sign a package at chong pang clinic but there are still some thing hold mi back i am tired due to working stress due to marry..Dickson doesnt seem to care about it and i cant get to talk to him due to he is busy wit his own thing and don even care about mi i am tired and wish to give up everything ...

I am getting marry soon ... This is wat I always wanted and now is coming real soon I am happy about it u guys will ask why so sudden it's because i have a small little baby inside my stomach lol feel so exciting but a bit too rush no choice i have to be fast if not my stomach getting bigger and bigger lol... Still remember the first time I when to shell wit hazel I brought a pregnancy test kit and test and I get so shock when I saw de result and when I come out hazel ask so how I show her and she did even know how to see she said lucky don have ar lol I siad u see it again two line mean have lei den she ask mi how and ask mi to keep and I told her I will lol ... Thing happen to sudden but I like lol cause this is wat I wish for a family a child and get married lol ... So I am working veri hard work everyday to save money so we can prepare for wat we suppose to prepare lol ... K lar I shall stop here and have a gd rest will upload photo of baby real soon when I free ... Love u baby and darling ...

Quite some time nv post le cause I start work le ...now working as a shampoo girl sound funny but I willing to learn frm de veri basic I start all over again and I have decided to work hard I know I have tell this for dame lot time but this time round de feeling not de same I am veri willing to wake up and go to work and I am happy working there everyone treat mi veri nice they treat mi like a family I am grat they willing to teach mi without any cost and they even pay for my food so I have to prove to them and noT to disspionted them I can do it I know ... So jy to myself ... Hate darling ask him come fetch mi he is veri willing to but there is something I have to do tat is I have to pei him go out till late at nite I told him I am tired and don want to go he said last time I work u also like this I hate him taking last time thing out but when ever mi de want who taking last time thing out he will scold mi like fuck wat the hell I am like trying to work veri hard for our future and wanted to get a flat so tat we can move out in future so we can have our own freedom but when I tell him about this he is like don even want to care but why mi are always de one who think of all thing I am real tired I hope he can think for our future and he will work hard so we will lead a happy life I really hope we will be fine and hope he will know how to think for mi and himself I did all this not because of mi but both of us ... Darling if someday u willing to work hard I will be veri happy for it ... I love you and don want to lose u ... U did scold mi and I don even want to care some cause I don wan to fight for small matter I give you face cause I know u wan to show to everyone u can live without mi u can don wan mi or maybe u want to show them I am scare of u cause u want ur face I give in dame alot I hope u can feel it and can treat mi better I don ask for more I jus want u to lovei more treat mi better and a small normal family this is wat I ask for ... I don need you to be rich so I jus want a normal happy life tat all... I love you ...

Again we did went up to cck we jus went there to do some prayer hmm funny thing is they keep tell us not to call out name but in the end every call each other name lol jus can't forget to call ppl name lol and each of us pray to ask for something and when u are asking for something always remember don promise them things if not after they have gave u wat u ask they them self will come to you and ask wat u have promise them is tat scary haha... So mi i ask for something tat I always want to do and hope it really come true lol.. yup hazel is really kind of weird not to talk and I do miss u sometime i miss the time we swim and we bath tgt I still remember my M1 line still having ur free call tat mean if or when ever I call u no matter how long we talk is still free lol so cool and we been so gd for so long suddenly don talk to you I am really no use to it but I have no choice Both our bf has even talk to each other and jus de two of us when I told others both of us no longer talking others always get shock they will said thought the both of you are gd friend ...lol don know wat to said I feel so ps to tell them we quarrel due to money problem ... Shall stop talking about her cause I really don know wat to do ... Had a little quarrel wit darling after we reach hm and I am de one always start to hug him and said sry and always mi telling sry ... But nvm relationship there's is always one mus give in so tat mi lol ... Nth else to post so stop here shall sleep early ...

I had enjoy my day ytd wit everyone we went sentosa ytd it was so fun playing wit everyone hope this kind of outing will keep coming up lol... And maybe tonite we will go up cck again but not sure yet so shall see how later lol .. Jus wake up feel so scary when I think of darling is going to de court on the wednesday ask many ppl they said court 21 in de morning will not postpone I am not sure is true or false haiz shag .. Hope Wednesday day will be fine :) shall stop here bye bye ...

Pearlin: Haha thx ar..And hope when both our darling not wit us we will still be strong and meet mi up when u are bore i am sure be there for you LOL...

Jeslyn: Hope Everything will really turn into good luck... LOL

Yolanda: U really wan tat drink ar no probblem when i meet you i will sure pass it to you so u can enjoy wit xiao hao...LOL

Angel: Thx Ar take good care of urself too...