Again we did went up to cck we jus went there to do some prayer hmm funny thing is they keep tell us not to call out name but in the end every call each other name lol jus can't forget to call ppl name lol and each of us pray to ask for something and when u are asking for something always remember don promise them things if not after they have gave u wat u ask they them self will come to you and ask wat u have promise them is tat scary haha... So mi i ask for something tat I always want to do and hope it really come true lol.. yup hazel is really kind of weird not to talk and I do miss u sometime i miss the time we swim and we bath tgt I still remember my M1 line still having ur free call tat mean if or when ever I call u no matter how long we talk is still free lol so cool and we been so gd for so long suddenly don talk to you I am really no use to it but I have no choice Both our bf has even talk to each other and jus de two of us when I told others both of us no longer talking others always get shock they will said thought the both of you are gd friend ...lol don know wat to said I feel so ps to tell them we quarrel due to money problem ... Shall stop talking about her cause I really don know wat to do ... Had a little quarrel wit darling after we reach hm and I am de one always start to hug him and said sry and always mi telling sry ... But nvm relationship there's is always one mus give in so tat mi lol ... Nth else to post so stop here shall sleep early ...

I had enjoy my day ytd wit everyone we went sentosa ytd it was so fun playing wit everyone hope this kind of outing will keep coming up lol... And maybe tonite we will go up cck again but not sure yet so shall see how later lol .. Jus wake up feel so scary when I think of darling is going to de court on the wednesday ask many ppl they said court 21 in de morning will not postpone I am not sure is true or false haiz shag .. Hope Wednesday day will be fine :) shall stop here bye bye ...

Pearlin: Haha thx ar..And hope when both our darling not wit us we will still be strong and meet mi up when u are bore i am sure be there for you LOL...

Jeslyn: Hope Everything will really turn into good luck... LOL

Yolanda: U really wan tat drink ar no probblem when i meet you i will sure pass it to you so u can enjoy wit xiao hao...LOL

Angel: Thx Ar take good care of urself too...

Hmm went ah an birthday ytd a bit crazy cause tat a few thing I need to said de first most scarily is ah peng sudden come and I was shock but stay clam but in de end nth happen cause due to a fight everyone have to go hm lol but we did not when hm ... Lol 2nd I wan to said is during de BBQ I know u are looking at mi and I try not to look at you cause I don even dare to look in to ur eye I know u wanted or trying to talk to mi but I jus act blur am I bad ? But wat else can I do? I really don know can someone teach mi I feel so xin ku every time I saw u cause is really dame weird not talking to you ...lol k the 3rd thing I wan to said is after the BBQ we went to coffee shop to slack and thing jus happen a gal I don know her name but jus name her bitch let mi tell de story and u all will know why ...lol thing happen like this we pour naughTy G inside her beer and u guys know wat tat drink is ? Is some drink will let a gal feel horny the drink smell and even taste like red bull this is wat they said can u guys jus think the bitch drink de whole cup after she know we pour something inside we told her we pour red bull and she believe on it and drink de whole cup ... After tat a guy bring her hm and thing happen omg the guy know her less den 5 hr this is why de reson I call her a bitch ...lol bitch friend keep said my friend will not like this but we told her if a gal not willing to u also can't force de mah so this kind of thing is both side de ... Lol the 4th thing is after this incident happen I sudden think of the other bitch which is xin lin I am here to thx her cause after mi and her incident darling treat mi even like princess so if she nv show up think darling still treat mi like fuck lol althought some time darling still treat mi badly but after tat he will come back to mi and said a sry ... So thx u xin lin lol but not because of this I would hate u... But maybe a sorry and I will forgive and be friends so come and beg mi and said a sry lol am I bad lol ... 5th thing I wanna said is I have decided to go over to yanzi shop to learn hair dressing start frm de basic if I willing to learn think she is willing to teach ... So hopefully will start work next Monday ...Think there is nth else for mi to said so shall stop here... Bye Bye

Did not when to cck tat day cause both mi and darling too tired le and over sleep...LOL This few day nv go out all de way stay at hm u guys know why mi and darling been playing maple this few days LOL like small little kids but nth to do lei better den go out spent money ...LOL Dream of Pearlin ,orkao Darling and mi ...The story start like this we been lock in a house and ah hong ppl come and find us ...So scary they cut off Pearlin ear and ask we all to eat LOL ...I am so scare so i awake LOL...Wat a joke rite this kind of dream also have LOL...Ytd also dream Of Hazel I dream we went out tgt wit so many ppl after tat we took de same bag and i ask darling to see LOL ...We when to a food court and eat after tat i don remember cause i am awake cause tat dream a bit too weird LOL...?Nth Else maybe going to bugis today or tml to interview for a job LOL...K LaR shall stop here and maple again LOL...

Nth much to post nth interesting as well cause nth interesting happen tat day when we went out, but not to worry cause we are going again tonite lol ... Nice one!!! Everyday have a event so not too bore everyday slack at yishun also sianz nowadays we are out of yishun so feel so like today darling call and ask mi to wake up and prepare I heard we are going to kbox i faster bath make up a round half and hr i am ready is like so fast cause I am so happy about it lol since last year till now nv go till kbox Liao so this is my first time of this year and guess wat is so cheap it only cost 8 dollar and u can sing till u siao lol ... Time passes so fast today is Monday Liao lor everyone is going to school and darling also start work Liao lor .. But he have to wake dame early cause he meet ah su at 6.30 in de morning but come back in de afternoon so when I awake I get to see him .. Lol don said Liao this few day feel so suay sia get to quarrel wit friend after den after 1 or 2 day Darling auntie said mi this is wat i get angry the most u know wat she said she said some thing like this : Not I wan to said her she and Dickson want to get marry de still don know how to think Dickson take bike she also don wan to stop and keep sit his bike I don understand wat kind of gal is she don even want to ask dickson to stop keep wan to sit bike only still want to play and don even know how to think .... This is wat darling auntie said about mi I feel so helpless darling don even wat to help mi and I did ask darling to stop riding his bike and darling don even wan to care and now kena scold by them now is my fault again Is like not fair at all ... Nvm after tat I when to cck tat nite a guy also said mi again is not my fAult but everyone jus blame it on mi ... I am jus de ppl who sit and not ride ppl who ride don even wan to listen to wat I said den wat u guys wan mi to do I have try to stop him but u guys know wat darling said if u wan to stop mi den u can also stop calling and meeting mi den wat else can I said I am like useless I can't even control him maybe is because I am scare to loose him again if u guys are in a relationship and u guys had this kind of problem wat u guys will do ? For mi I keep everything to myself and complain everything to darling and he will said don care wat other said ... Lol darling are like this cause he is tat kind happy go lucky so he don care watt ppl said so he wan mi to be like him lol ... K lar going to play my game shall stop here bye ...

Jeslyn : Haha don think u know how i feel nth getting better but bad to worst LOL....

Ok guess wat darling court has been set is on 25 of this month so the officer told him this coming court will be postpone so not to worry ... But if we have de cash of 5000 den he will not go to jail but Bo bian I think we do not have de cash so darling most properly will get in but not too worry as well cause darling will go in de most only two month so darling I am sure to be good out here to wait for you so not to worry haha after hearing all this my heart like not so heart pain or xin ku cause I know two month out here I will be working hard to earn money to wait for u and save money to celebrate ur birthday haha I can give u surprise as well but till now I still don know when u will get in keep postpone till when sia if early go in early come out but if too late not good too if u get in jus nice ur birthday how don think so suay cause mi wan to celebrate my birthday wit u so better not to ... This few day have a real gd rest cause finally I know de result of ur case so I feel ease ... Ok let talk about tonite we are going to cck omg is so scary but wanted to go and see also so happy so long nv go le so sure must go tonite ... Abit scary but nvm got Jeslyn and Pearlin darling most important darling pig is also going so think should be quite fun too ... Haha think every one of us are so exctied about tonite so now I am off to bed and wake up early to prepare and eat first before set out let go haha ... Will tell ur interesting story by tml nite wat Is going to happen tonite haha ... But hope nth will happen lar haha ... Bye guys love ...

Pearlin Darling : Not to be too sad cause u haven know how many day he will get in so not too worry .. Maybe not like wat u thinking thing will get Better like I thought pig case will be long but in de end is only not more den 2 month .. Spent de best time wit him now since now u still can see him before u regret ok lol... See you tonite ... :)

Jeslyn : thx now I am getting much better after I know everything so not to worry u too take care and dont thing so much ok .. Love misses .

Yolanda: Omg I dame miss u so happy u are still willing to to be my listener I glad tat u still treat mi so good ... Haha feel like crying sia darling ... Lol k lar I will sure call u one day and meet u out don tell mi u not free hor mus be free for mi on tat day I cal u hor lol ... Love you darling misses muackz ...

The day has come ... Accompany darling to report tml hope he will be fine and come back with mi tml cannot think if I have to come back alone sianz sia life getting more and more bore ... Went burberry today before going out have a small quarrel wit darling ... Darling u have to understand not I don wan to sleep early or wake up early is all because I don dare to sleep and don dare to wake up everytime when I wake up my head will get pain till I cannot tahan now I have to use medi to help mi stop all de pain ...Gal listen up I did not even stare at u and no worth of crying because of mi is all not worth ... My attiude is jus like this ... This all wat I can said ya u are rite trust is wat a friend mus have so I think our trust is not there tat why thing jus happen to both of us ... Jus hope tml will get fine ... Scare to sleep now cause scare to wake up tml and darling will not be by my side anymore real scare but wat to do this is the fact ... Yup guys I will let u all know wat happen tml ... And hope u guys can pray for darling as well ... God bless darling ...

Suddenly like everyone gonna leave mi I am like going really going to live by myself ... Jus feel dame weird when I walk pass by u and without talking to you is like dame close buddy now we are like stranger.. Jus don understand why want to make thing thing till like this sometime I don know watt happen maybe is jus all fate we have to face all kind all thing ... Friend also don last long thing is wrong wit mi or them jus feel sad and dispointed ... Buddy became stanger darling going leave mi wat going wrong wit this world am I really going to leave alone can I still leave on I hope so ...suddenly I miss de past I miss when we have no worry no quarrel jus feel like crying ... Am I still mi can I be strong I keep asking myself... Do everyone have de same fate as mi ? But why I am de one who have to face all this but why ? I hate to have born to this world hate to live on ... Can someone save mi and bring mi out on de dark I am scare I don wan to walk alone ... Save mi pls ............

Well well well money money money ... Wat we own we paid this is de fact ... Money really hurt friend feeling this is de fact as well ... We are poor doesn't mean we would be rich some days so don even look down on ppl ... So wat if u are rich now but I know some day I will be richer den u we own dame lot of ppl money so wat this is a lesson so ppl like us do learn we learn to be strong learn don even look down on ppl learn how to earn money to pay wat we own so all this are jus a lesson .. So pls bear in mind if we are rich some others day don come and find us I will prove to every single one who look down on mi ... This is fact when u have money u have friend when u don have money don think ur friend will wan u as well ... So I don think I have a true heart friend all are jus de same said till money everyone are jus de same kind ... No need friends anymore jus myself I can still live on ...

Our life is getting bad to worst wat can i said is so many thing happen so sudden like a month ago mi and pig kena caught by police again this time round is bike and the officer call pig to go and report on this month and plus must bring a bailer tat means he need to pay de fine if not he will go in wth i am so scare sia going to 4 year we been tgt and i nv leave u once got maybe like only two month but now u are going to leave mi more den two month i really cant think wat will happen mi without you ...Two month leaving you i am like already going crazy can u think now u are going to leave mi for more tat two month ...I don mind working hard outside to paid all de money ...Jus tat i really cant live without you...No matter how long i will wait jus feel like crying why all this thing jus happen to mi and you ...Promise mi to be a good guy when u come out ok..Thing jus happen too fast many thing jus change like i am not going to taiwan for some reason those who know mi well should know why and BiBi is leaving mi for a short while and this is wat i cant think about it and maybe our ROM will cancel as well and i don think BiBi will be out here to celebrate my 21 birthday the most poor thing is i don think BiBi is going to celebrate his 21 birthday out here i really hope all this thing nv come true and u will be out here to celebrate my birthday and we still can rom tat wat i wish for my 21 birthday really hope this thing will come true ...Pearlin now i know how you feel mi and you got de same life we are both de same let be strong and live on this is wat i can said but i know i jus cant do it...But why? Let talk about A few week ago saw a gal when we went to chalet it look like the gal who i hate de most in my life one word tat i can said is she is LOK...LOL

Yolanda : I am jus so busy so no time to blog ...Sry not to meet you tat day but we will still meeting some other day rite...Miss you dame lot ...Dame lot of thing to share don think can finish a day LOL... Anyway remember to text mi when you are free alright ...LOVE YOU Muackz...

Angela : Ya text mi when you are free we go eat LOL Miss You...

Pearlin : NO more Rom No More taiwan trip... =(


Jus Feel Like cring Out loud .