The day has come ... Accompany darling to report tml hope he will be fine and come back with mi tml cannot think if I have to come back alone sianz sia life getting more and more bore ... Went burberry today before going out have a small quarrel wit darling ... Darling u have to understand not I don wan to sleep early or wake up early is all because I don dare to sleep and don dare to wake up everytime when I wake up my head will get pain till I cannot tahan now I have to use medi to help mi stop all de pain ...Gal listen up I did not even stare at u and no worth of crying because of mi is all not worth ... My attiude is jus like this ... This all wat I can said ya u are rite trust is wat a friend mus have so I think our trust is not there tat why thing jus happen to both of us ... Jus hope tml will get fine ... Scare to sleep now cause scare to wake up tml and darling will not be by my side anymore real scare but wat to do this is the fact ... Yup guys I will let u all know wat happen tml ... And hope u guys can pray for darling as well ... God bless darling ...