I am getting marry soon ... This is wat I always wanted and now is coming real soon I am happy about it u guys will ask why so sudden it's because i have a small little baby inside my stomach lol feel so exciting but a bit too rush no choice i have to be fast if not my stomach getting bigger and bigger lol... Still remember the first time I when to shell wit hazel I brought a pregnancy test kit and test and I get so shock when I saw de result and when I come out hazel ask so how I show her and she did even know how to see she said lucky don have ar lol I siad u see it again two line mean have lei den she ask mi how and ask mi to keep and I told her I will lol ... Thing happen to sudden but I like lol cause this is wat I wish for a family a child and get married lol ... So I am working veri hard work everyday to save money so we can prepare for wat we suppose to prepare lol ... K lar I shall stop here and have a gd rest will upload photo of baby real soon when I free ... Love u baby and darling ...

Quite some time nv post le cause I start work le ...now working as a shampoo girl sound funny but I willing to learn frm de veri basic I start all over again and I have decided to work hard I know I have tell this for dame lot time but this time round de feeling not de same I am veri willing to wake up and go to work and I am happy working there everyone treat mi veri nice they treat mi like a family I am grat they willing to teach mi without any cost and they even pay for my food so I have to prove to them and noT to disspionted them I can do it I know ... So jy to myself ... Hate darling ask him come fetch mi he is veri willing to but there is something I have to do tat is I have to pei him go out till late at nite I told him I am tired and don want to go he said last time I work u also like this I hate him taking last time thing out but when ever mi de want who taking last time thing out he will scold mi like fuck wat the hell I am like trying to work veri hard for our future and wanted to get a flat so tat we can move out in future so we can have our own freedom but when I tell him about this he is like don even want to care but why mi are always de one who think of all thing I am real tired I hope he can think for our future and he will work hard so we will lead a happy life I really hope we will be fine and hope he will know how to think for mi and himself I did all this not because of mi but both of us ... Darling if someday u willing to work hard I will be veri happy for it ... I love you and don want to lose u ... U did scold mi and I don even want to care some cause I don wan to fight for small matter I give you face cause I know u wan to show to everyone u can live without mi u can don wan mi or maybe u want to show them I am scare of u cause u want ur face I give in dame alot I hope u can feel it and can treat mi better I don ask for more I jus want u to lovei more treat mi better and a small normal family this is wat I ask for ... I don need you to be rich so I jus want a normal happy life tat all... I love you ...