♥♥THE BEAUTIFUL NITE♥♥

2011-01-08T11:47:00.000-08:00

A new year a gd start first day of the year when reds dot again lol is bore I know but no choice lol hmm guess wat think is a gd start we won two bottle of champion althought is not a big prize but at least we won something lol... One of them ming Jie took it and de other one my sis which is Pauline take home ... I really hope everything will go well this year cause my little baby is coming out soon in a few more month my little tummy have pop out which can been seen baby start to kick mi till I can't have a gd rest at nite ... But is all worth it when I think of my little baby I jus feel so happy hopefully baby will be health going to check up next week which is I can know the gender by next week but wat can I said is wat god give it to mi I will still love cause is my baby ... Hubby always wanted a baby boy I knew it but thing jus can't change so let it be ... Hubby promise mi a few thing first he said he will try to get out of tat place and be a gd guy 2nd he said he can stop meeting his friend for time begin jus because of mi 3rd he said he will love mi and nv leave mi alone any more ... I hope wat he said is all true ... I know darling u treat mi in a veri gd way and try to make mi happy no matter wat I hope this will last forever and not jus because I am having ur baby tat way u treat mi in a diff way ... Darling I know u try ur veri best I am happy wit wat you did and hope u will stay in this way till we get old .. Darling I love you and baby of course I love you too ...

2010-12-22T03:28:00.000-08:00

2010-10-09T08:34:00.000-07:00

Time seem to pass damn fast this is de 2nd month of having a baby inside my stomach...Nv when for any check up cause is a waste of money to go now will go when my baby is 3rd month wanted to sign a package at chong pang clinic but there are still some thing hold mi back i am tired due to working stress due to marry..Dickson doesnt seem to care about it and i cant get to talk to him due to he is busy wit his own thing and don even care about mi i am tired and wish to give up everything ...

2010-09-23T06:31:00.000-07:00

I am getting marry soon ... This is wat I always wanted and now is coming real soon I am happy about it u guys will ask why so sudden it's because i have a small little baby inside my stomach lol feel so exciting but a bit too rush no choice i have to be fast if not my stomach getting bigger and bigger lol... Still remember the first time I when to shell wit hazel I brought a pregnancy test kit and test and I get so shock when I saw de result and when I come out hazel ask so how I show her and she did even know how to see she said lucky don have ar lol I siad u see it again two line mean have lei den she ask mi how and ask mi to keep and I told her I will lol ... Thing happen to sudden but I like lol cause this is wat I wish for a family a child and get married lol ... So I am working veri hard work everyday to save money so we can prepare for wat we suppose to prepare lol ... K lar I shall stop here and have a gd rest will upload photo of baby real soon when I free ... Love u baby and darling ...

2010-09-01T11:50:00.000-07:00

Quite some time nv post le cause I start work le ...now working as a shampoo girl sound funny but I willing to learn frm de veri basic I start all over again and I have decided to work hard I know I have tell this for dame lot time but this time round de feeling not de same I am veri willing to wake up and go to work and I am happy working there everyone treat mi veri nice they treat mi like a family I am grat they willing to teach mi without any cost and they even pay for my food so I have to prove to them and noT to disspionted them I can do it I know ... So jy to myself ... Hate darling ask him come fetch mi he is veri willing to but there is something I have to do tat is I have to pei him go out till late at nite I told him I am tired and don want to go he said last time I work u also like this I hate him taking last time thing out but when ever mi de want who taking last time thing out he will scold mi like fuck wat the hell I am like trying to work veri hard for our future and wanted to get a flat so tat we can move out in future so we can have our own freedom but when I tell him about this he is like don even want to care but why mi are always de one who think of all thing I am real tired I hope he can think for our future and he will work hard so we will lead a happy life I really hope we will be fine and hope he will know how to think for mi and himself I did all this not because of mi but both of us ... Darling if someday u willing to work hard I will be veri happy for it ... I love you and don want to lose u ... U did scold mi and I don even want to care some cause I don wan to fight for small matter I give you face cause I know u wan to show to everyone u can live without mi u can don wan mi or maybe u want to show them I am scare of u cause u want ur face I give in dame alot I hope u can feel it and can treat mi better I don ask for more I jus want u to lovei more treat mi better and a small normal family this is wat I ask for ... I don need you to be rich so I jus want a normal happy life tat all... I love you ...

2010-08-23T14:58:00.000-07:00

Again we did went up to cck we jus went there to do some prayer hmm funny thing is they keep tell us not to call out name but in the end every call each other name lol jus can't forget to call ppl name lol and each of us pray to ask for something and when u are asking for something always remember don promise them things if not after they have gave u wat u ask they them self will come to you and ask wat u have promise them is tat scary haha... So mi i ask for something tat I always want to do and hope it really come true lol.. yup hazel is really kind of weird not to talk and I do miss u sometime i miss the time we swim and we bath tgt I still remember my M1 line still having ur free call tat mean if or when ever I call u no matter how long we talk is still free lol so cool and we been so gd for so long suddenly don talk to you I am really no use to it but I have no choice Both our bf has even talk to each other and jus de two of us when I told others both of us no longer talking others always get shock they will said thought the both of you are gd friend ...lol don know wat to said I feel so ps to tell them we quarrel due to money problem ... Shall stop talking about her cause I really don know wat to do ... Had a little quarrel wit darling after we reach hm and I am de one always start to hug him and said sry and always mi telling sry ... But nvm relationship there's is always one mus give in so tat mi lol ... Nth else to post so stop here shall sleep early ...

2010-08-22T23:56:00.000-07:00

I had enjoy my day ytd wit everyone we went sentosa ytd it was so fun playing wit everyone hope this kind of outing will keep coming up lol... And maybe tonite we will go up cck again but not sure yet so shall see how later lol .. Jus wake up feel so scary when I think of darling is going to de court on the wednesday ask many ppl they said court 21 in de morning will not postpone I am not sure is true or false haiz shag .. Hope Wednesday day will be fine :) shall stop here bye bye ...

Pearlin: Haha thx ar..And hope when both our darling not wit us we will still be strong and meet mi up when u are bore i am sure be there for you LOL...

Jeslyn: Hope Everything will really turn into good luck... LOL

Yolanda: U really wan tat drink ar no probblem when i meet you i will sure pass it to you so u can enjoy wit xiao hao...LOL

Angel: Thx Ar take good care of urself too...

2010-08-20T22:02:00.000-07:00

Hmm went ah an birthday ytd a bit crazy cause tat a few thing I need to said de first most scarily is ah peng sudden come and I was shock but stay clam but in de end nth happen cause due to a fight everyone have to go hm lol but we did not when hm ... Lol 2nd I wan to said is during de BBQ I know u are looking at mi and I try not to look at you cause I don even dare to look in to ur eye I know u wanted or trying to talk to mi but I jus act blur am I bad ? But wat else can I do? I really don know can someone teach mi I feel so xin ku every time I saw u cause is really dame weird not talking to you ...lol k the 3rd thing I wan to said is after the BBQ we went to coffee shop to slack and thing jus happen a gal I don know her name but jus name her bitch let mi tell de story and u all will know why ...lol thing happen like this we pour naughTy G inside her beer and u guys know wat tat drink is ? Is some drink will let a gal feel horny the drink smell and even taste like red bull this is wat they said can u guys jus think the bitch drink de whole cup after she know we pour something inside we told her we pour red bull and she believe on it and drink de whole cup ... After tat a guy bring her hm and thing happen omg the guy know her less den 5 hr this is why de reson I call her a bitch ...lol bitch friend keep said my friend will not like this but we told her if a gal not willing to u also can't force de mah so this kind of thing is both side de ... Lol the 4th thing is after this incident happen I sudden think of the other bitch which is xin lin I am here to thx her cause after mi and her incident darling treat mi even like princess so if she nv show up think darling still treat mi like fuck lol althought some time darling still treat mi badly but after tat he will come back to mi and said a sry ... So thx u xin lin lol but not because of this I would hate u... But maybe a sorry and I will forgive and be friends so come and beg mi and said a sry lol am I bad lol ... 5th thing I wanna said is I have decided to go over to yanzi shop to learn hair dressing start frm de basic if I willing to learn think she is willing to teach ... So hopefully will start work next Monday ...Think there is nth else for mi to said so shall stop here... Bye Bye

2010-08-19T17:37:00.000-07:00

Did not when to cck tat day cause both mi and darling too tired le and over sleep...LOL This few day nv go out all de way stay at hm u guys know why mi and darling been playing maple this few days LOL like small little kids but nth to do lei better den go out spent money ...LOL Dream of Pearlin ,orkao Darling and mi ...The story start like this we been lock in a house and ah hong ppl come and find us ...So scary they cut off Pearlin ear and ask we all to eat LOL ...I am so scare so i awake LOL...Wat a joke rite this kind of dream also have LOL...Ytd also dream Of Hazel I dream we went out tgt wit so many ppl after tat we took de same bag and i ask darling to see LOL ...We when to a food court and eat after tat i don remember cause i am awake cause tat dream a bit too weird LOL...?Nth Else maybe going to bugis today or tml to interview for a job LOL...K LaR shall stop here and maple again LOL...

2010-08-15T13:42:00.000-07:00

Nth much to post nth interesting as well cause nth interesting happen tat day when we went out, but not to worry cause we are going again tonite lol ... Nice one!!! Everyday have a event so not too bore everyday slack at yishun also sianz nowadays we are out of yishun so feel so like today darling call and ask mi to wake up and prepare I heard we are going to kbox i faster bath make up a round half and hr i am ready is like so fast cause I am so happy about it lol since last year till now nv go till kbox Liao so this is my first time of this year and guess wat is so cheap it only cost 8 dollar and u can sing till u siao lol ... Time passes so fast today is Monday Liao lor everyone is going to school and darling also start work Liao lor .. But he have to wake dame early cause he meet ah su at 6.30 in de morning but come back in de afternoon so when I awake I get to see him .. Lol don said Liao this few day feel so suay sia get to quarrel wit friend after den after 1 or 2 day Darling auntie said mi this is wat i get angry the most u know wat she said she said some thing like this : Not I wan to said her she and Dickson want to get marry de still don know how to think Dickson take bike she also don wan to stop and keep sit his bike I don understand wat kind of gal is she don even want to ask dickson to stop keep wan to sit bike only still want to play and don even know how to think .... This is wat darling auntie said about mi I feel so helpless darling don even wat to help mi and I did ask darling to stop riding his bike and darling don even wan to care and now kena scold by them now is my fault again Is like not fair at all ... Nvm after tat I when to cck tat nite a guy also said mi again is not my fAult but everyone jus blame it on mi ... I am jus de ppl who sit and not ride ppl who ride don even wan to listen to wat I said den wat u guys wan mi to do I have try to stop him but u guys know wat darling said if u wan to stop mi den u can also stop calling and meeting mi den wat else can I said I am like useless I can't even control him maybe is because I am scare to loose him again if u guys are in a relationship and u guys had this kind of problem wat u guys will do ? For mi I keep everything to myself and complain everything to darling and he will said don care wat other said ... Lol darling are like this cause he is tat kind happy go lucky so he don care watt ppl said so he wan mi to be like him lol ... K lar going to play my game shall stop here bye ...

Jeslyn : Haha don think u know how i feel nth getting better but bad to worst LOL....

2010-08-13T22:00:00.000-07:00

Ok guess wat darling court has been set is on 25 of this month so the officer told him this coming court will be postpone so not to worry ... But if we have de cash of 5000 den he will not go to jail but Bo bian I think we do not have de cash so darling most properly will get in but not too worry as well cause darling will go in de most only two month so darling I am sure to be good out here to wait for you so not to worry haha after hearing all this my heart like not so heart pain or xin ku cause I know two month out here I will be working hard to earn money to wait for u and save money to celebrate ur birthday haha I can give u surprise as well but till now I still don know when u will get in keep postpone till when sia if early go in early come out but if too late not good too if u get in jus nice ur birthday how don think so suay cause mi wan to celebrate my birthday wit u so better not to ... This few day have a real gd rest cause finally I know de result of ur case so I feel ease ... Ok let talk about tonite we are going to cck omg is so scary but wanted to go and see also so happy so long nv go le so sure must go tonite ... Abit scary but nvm got Jeslyn and Pearlin darling most important darling pig is also going so think should be quite fun too ... Haha think every one of us are so exctied about tonite so now I am off to bed and wake up early to prepare and eat first before set out let go haha ... Will tell ur interesting story by tml nite wat Is going to happen tonite haha ... But hope nth will happen lar haha ... Bye guys love ...

Pearlin Darling : Not to be too sad cause u haven know how many day he will get in so not too worry .. Maybe not like wat u thinking thing will get Better like I thought pig case will be long but in de end is only not more den 2 month .. Spent de best time wit him now since now u still can see him before u regret ok lol... See you tonite ... :)

Jeslyn : thx now I am getting much better after I know everything so not to worry u too take care and dont thing so much ok .. Love misses .

Yolanda: Omg I dame miss u so happy u are still willing to to be my listener I glad tat u still treat mi so good ... Haha feel like crying sia darling ... Lol k lar I will sure call u one day and meet u out don tell mi u not free hor mus be free for mi on tat day I cal u hor lol ... Love you darling misses muackz ...

2010-08-11T12:40:00.000-07:00

The day has come ... Accompany darling to report tml hope he will be fine and come back with mi tml cannot think if I have to come back alone sianz sia life getting more and more bore ... Went burberry today before going out have a small quarrel wit darling ... Darling u have to understand not I don wan to sleep early or wake up early is all because I don dare to sleep and don dare to wake up everytime when I wake up my head will get pain till I cannot tahan now I have to use medi to help mi stop all de pain ...Gal listen up I did not even stare at u and no worth of crying because of mi is all not worth ... My attiude is jus like this ... This all wat I can said ya u are rite trust is wat a friend mus have so I think our trust is not there tat why thing jus happen to both of us ... Jus hope tml will get fine ... Scare to sleep now cause scare to wake up tml and darling will not be by my side anymore real scare but wat to do this is the fact ... Yup guys I will let u all know wat happen tml ... And hope u guys can pray for darling as well ... God bless darling ...

2010-08-10T10:29:00.000-07:00

Suddenly like everyone gonna leave mi I am like going really going to live by myself ... Jus feel dame weird when I walk pass by u and without talking to you is like dame close buddy now we are like stranger.. Jus don understand why want to make thing thing till like this sometime I don know watt happen maybe is jus all fate we have to face all kind all thing ... Friend also don last long thing is wrong wit mi or them jus feel sad and dispointed ... Buddy became stanger darling going leave mi wat going wrong wit this world am I really going to leave alone can I still leave on I hope so ...suddenly I miss de past I miss when we have no worry no quarrel jus feel like crying ... Am I still mi can I be strong I keep asking myself... Do everyone have de same fate as mi ? But why I am de one who have to face all this but why ? I hate to have born to this world hate to live on ... Can someone save mi and bring mi out on de dark I am scare I don wan to walk alone ... Save mi pls ............

2010-08-09T16:23:00.000-07:00

Well well well money money money ... Wat we own we paid this is de fact ... Money really hurt friend feeling this is de fact as well ... We are poor doesn't mean we would be rich some days so don even look down on ppl ... So wat if u are rich now but I know some day I will be richer den u we own dame lot of ppl money so wat this is a lesson so ppl like us do learn we learn to be strong learn don even look down on ppl learn how to earn money to pay wat we own so all this are jus a lesson .. So pls bear in mind if we are rich some others day don come and find us I will prove to every single one who look down on mi ... This is fact when u have money u have friend when u don have money don think ur friend will wan u as well ... So I don think I have a true heart friend all are jus de same said till money everyone are jus de same kind ... No need friends anymore jus myself I can still live on ...

2010-08-04T13:35:00.001-07:00

Our life is getting bad to worst wat can i said is so many thing happen so sudden like a month ago mi and pig kena caught by police again this time round is bike and the officer call pig to go and report on this month and plus must bring a bailer tat means he need to pay de fine if not he will go in wth i am so scare sia going to 4 year we been tgt and i nv leave u once got maybe like only two month but now u are going to leave mi more den two month i really cant think wat will happen mi without you ...Two month leaving you i am like already going crazy can u think now u are going to leave mi for more tat two month ...I don mind working hard outside to paid all de money ...Jus tat i really cant live without you...No matter how long i will wait jus feel like crying why all this thing jus happen to mi and you ...Promise mi to be a good guy when u come out ok..Thing jus happen too fast many thing jus change like i am not going to taiwan for some reason those who know mi well should know why and BiBi is leaving mi for a short while and this is wat i cant think about it and maybe our ROM will cancel as well and i don think BiBi will be out here to celebrate my 21 birthday the most poor thing is i don think BiBi is going to celebrate his 21 birthday out here i really hope all this thing nv come true and u will be out here to celebrate my birthday and we still can rom tat wat i wish for my 21 birthday really hope this thing will come true ...Pearlin now i know how you feel mi and you got de same life we are both de same let be strong and live on this is wat i can said but i know i jus cant do it...But why? Let talk about A few week ago saw a gal when we went to chalet it look like the gal who i hate de most in my life one word tat i can said is she is LOK...LOL

Yolanda : I am jus so busy so no time to blog ...Sry not to meet you tat day but we will still meeting some other day rite...Miss you dame lot ...Dame lot of thing to share don think can finish a day LOL... Anyway remember to text mi when you are free alright ...LOVE YOU Muackz...

Angela : Ya text mi when you are free we go eat LOL Miss You...

Pearlin : NO more Rom No More taiwan trip... =(

Jus Feel Like cring Out loud .

2010-06-29T08:43:00.000-07:00

after i start working i did not see pig like for 4days omg it like dame long for me...and de first thing he call mi he did not said he miss mi but he said he miss his bike when i heard ths i am like wat the hell i am missing u like hell and u tell mi u miss ur bike ...i am hurting real hurt....I feel so sad i did so much thing but u did not even miss mi..nth much i can said jus feel so hurt...I miss u darling...Hope to see u real soon tat wat i can said...

Yolanda darling: i miss u lar... wan to meet u to pass u de gift tat i brought for u but u keep not free...Free text mi ok..I will try my veri best to meet u ok...Love

2010-06-27T16:39:00.000-07:00

Took a taxi today which cost mi 25dollar without midnight...Walau Wei Is dame ex lor i see de meter jump my heart also pain is like 30cent by 30cent...I swear before i board de cab i will sure ask de uncle how much it cost lor...Really heart pain sia...Now adays keep go rounding cause Bi bi got bike le...But also sianz cause i need to work at night den Bi bi work on de day and we cant see each other tat often le.. But nvm cause of work must earn money mah bo bian...Miss a lot of ppl sia like pearlin, hazel,yolanda cant get to see them tat often also ... So u guys free must call or text mi k...Jus bare wit it Thing will end soon...Hope so...Jus chat with ming jie jus now on facebook he jio mi to casino on dec he said bring 1k in den i said ok lor bring 1k in den win 10k lol den we can get marry tgt i mean he marry jeslyn den mi and pig get marry as well is like wow so shiok save money ...LOl Hope This thing will turn true lol ....Hope everything will like end soon so mi and pig can relax...Btw I am going to holiday soon my trip will be taiwan this year...Ticket booked will going on sept is a group gathering...Hope it will be fun...Haha Is like cant wait to go there heard ppl said there got alot of chio bu i want to go there and take a look as well as shopping and eating...Hope this year end soon and bad thing end soon as well hope next year will be a better year...Btw mi and pig planing to ROM this dec...Hope everthing will go well ...Ok lar i will stop here will post again when i am free.. Haha Love you guys...

2010-06-08T11:30:00.000-07:00

Went kiddy palace ytd brought dame lot of thing hmm One Ben 10 bag for kai kai...One Whole set baby Shirt For Ah ling baby and A Car tent inside full wit ball ball For cong..Guess Wat he is so in love wit it haha...And Last thing we brought was a airplane Which dickson lim wan to buy ...But after he brought he was not happy wit it cause it cant even fly a storey high. So we decided to when to northpiont today to Exchange for a new set of air plane Which can fly two storey High and which cost us $120 omg he Jus like to waste tat kind of money ...After tat we when seoul garden to eat We take too much of food and cant finish it ...haha Dickson lim was so scare and keep asking mi if we cant finish it do we have to paid so i jus lie to him and said of course lar... Lol He is such a silly guy ...After eating he when to a game shop and brought a ps 3 Game ...And we head hm...Wake up dame early today is like 7plus am can u image LOL...So went hm buy newpaper looking for new job...The face shop Need Sale asst So i call up and when for a interview...Guess wat i jus pass the interview
So lucky ..hahah...K lar I will stop here...Take Care muackz...

2010-06-06T16:39:00.001-07:00

Hmm some of my friend kena caught but don worry we will attend ur court and write letter to you ok...Hope after u are out pls know wat u are doing and don do such thing again...We will bless for you over here...ppl who read this i will update de court date so to let u all know and also attened as well ...Take care My friend...

2010-06-05T16:31:00.000-07:00

Omg my phone spoil can someone pls help haha...I restore but it stuck so shag man...My fault i go jailbreak and now it spoil think while i jailbreak my phone it crush tat why now cant even open ...Think going to pargon to change a new set but i am for sure not to tell them i jailbreak it...LOLBtw nothing much to post so i shall stop here ...Lovees

2010-05-30T17:11:00.000-07:00

So sway today quarrel wit baby twice in a day and in afew hr time omg ..Sry baby i know is my fault so i apologize to you le...Pls forgive mi...Don wanna to lose u again wanted to be ur wife and take care of you de whole life...I know i am not worth for you to love mi But i promise i will prove to you somedays...And remember we plan to ROM this dec i don want to miss it...And hope everything can settle asap so we can start saving money to plan for our ROM...Jus so heart broken when you said you don love mi anymore.Promise you i will not let this happen again and Start looking for a new job and start all over again...Is hard for mi to stay for a job long as everyone know about this but for our future i will prove it to You..As for you i know u are suffering now work hard to help mi settle all of the thing i really do appreciate it..Thx baby...I dO Love YOu...Thx for everything...I will always remember we when tru so much thing and come to today so i will not let go tat easy..Trust mi i will let u have a better life and lead you to a happy life...ILY.

2010-05-28T16:07:00.000-07:00

No Time to Blog Cause dame lot of thing to do so shag... I am ok wit my Baby le...He got a new job and i am finding mine...Chu shi a few day ago dame hot man de weather i really cant stand it...Sianz nth much to post when i am free den post all de pic tat i take wit Pearlin and Jeslyn...Take care guys misses...

2010-05-16T10:00:00.000-07:00

Guys i am ok so don worry k thx for all ur concern... I love you Guys Thx You Guys Muackz...Now adays nv when to tat place due to some problem..Althought we are back tgt but not tat close like last time Think like this much better we don get to quarrel tat often also...Hope everything will end real soon...IMY And ILY..

2010-05-09T11:20:00.001-07:00

Don ever worry i will not fan u frm now onward so u don have to worry I wont call u again I won't I promise ... And when the time come I will return wat I have own u ... I jus simply love my life now without u I still can live so no worry I will learn to live without u who said without u I can't still live I will prove to u ... No more tears for u today is my last I promise I won't cry for u anymore ... Jus hate begin wit u ... I will move everything back to my home and tonite is my last nite staying on this place I am a bit not bare cause of this family but don worry I will come back to look for cong cong cause he is de only one i don bare to leave he is like dame cute if I have a kids think my baby is like bigger den him I sudden think of him or her ... I miss u baby sry not I don wan u is like I really can't afford to bring u to this world I do miss u sometime ... I hope u will forgive wat I did ...

2010-05-03T00:54:00.000-07:00

2010-04-30T11:28:00.000-07:00

No More love for mi i jus simply hate this love ...I regret wat i did can u give mi one more chances to change...When everything is back i will work hard and stop doing all this...Can someone pls save mi...I hate this love and wanted to stop this relationship asap pls...I wan a new life...I need a new life...I dame xin ku... Can some one jus pls save mi out frm here...I am jus fucking regret...Pls help mi pls...Jus no more tear to cry i hate u....
Jus Don Bare

Yolanda: U will nv know how am i leading now...
Hazel: Will talk to you some other day alright No time to meet u cause i am jus veri busy to look for something u know wat i mean...
O: Who are u?

2010-04-29T08:02:00.000-07:00

Frm now on I will try to be in my own.. This relationship now is veri messy i don think he understand wat I am tryIng to tell him ... This time I have make a decsion when the day have come I will leave u I already had enough I should't have come back to u maybe if I did not come back to u now u are still leading in a happy life without trouble and don need to think of money everyday I make a veri wrong descion I am sry ... Frm now on I will sleep on my own eat on my own and go out on my own ... I need to to learn all this cause I know there is some day u will leave mi ... My heart is like cry or even bleeding I don bear ... Stay happy and don make any changes for mi is like not worth it ... Take care dickson ....

2010-04-27T12:45:00.000-07:00

I am like useless...I cant even help my baby ...Sry baby...Btw baby is my bf so u all don misunderstand....

Yolanda: U will nv understand how tat feel cause u got a gd bf and no much worries...I miss you hope to c u real soon so much thing jus want to tell you.
Jeslyn: Yup i am working in gucci but not yet start work...
Hazel: Wat happen to you and vincent again...Call mi when u see this ok.. Don worry no matter wat i will sure help ok...
Bk: mi and you are jus de same...U also must take gd care...

2010-04-26T08:08:00.000-07:00

Woo was so fun ytd at my grandmother birthday lucky i did go ...Althought i was sick and did not get to sing but is real fun... Hope everyday is like this... When to DFS for a pos training, guess wat i get in to tat job, is like wat a joke rite is like over 100 of ppl and i been selected haha only like 5 of us but two of them did not come so is like three of us two of them when in to burberry and mi to gucci haha.. Don know am i counter as lucky or wat? I always 3 xin 2 yi but this time i really must work hard cause i have to return a lot of money...Is like dame lot if i said it out think no ppl will believe in it...But anyway nvm as long as i work hard one day this sum of money will still settle ... Hmm if my airport pass approve den i will start work on this coming wed ... Ok i take so many photo ytd i will post it after my sis send it to mi...But too bad not much ppl attend ytd but nvm is till dame fun can see my grandmother enjoying it cause she is like dancing and guess wat she is like 82 this year yet she still look so young...Ok tat wat i wanna post tml still need to wake up early to collect my uniform...

Pearlin: Thx anyway...Hope to see you real soon miss you..
Hazel: We have to be strong...Btw i miss you...
M: I don know who are you but real thx for ur comment...Next time pls put down ur big name so i know who are you...

2010-04-24T17:52:00.000-07:00

I guess i cant get to my grandmother birthday le so sad...Every ppl are going expect for mi...My sick is getting frm bad to worst...I try to be strong but i am jus too week...Jus so many thing need to be fan i jus cant rest well ..

2010-04-24T04:47:00.000-07:00

Really hope i can get well soon ...Tml is like one year one time de family gathering i must attend so pls god let mi get well den i can go ktv wit them...Somemore is my grandmother birthday...Btw Da wei we will miss you take care where ever u are...I will wait for de day to come so we will celebrate our birthday tgt...Take care boy miss you...

2010-04-22T09:23:00.000-07:00

I am just fucking tired ...I don know wat kind of luck I am having now is like one thing have gone and the other jus come ...I really hate this fucking life I really hope to end my life cause there is nth for mi to live ...I have a fuck up family fuck up bf... This are all I had yet how they treat mi ...i am so evny ppl cause they jus have a best bf and best family when they need them and they will always be there for them ...But why we are same human but diff fate ... I need a new life feel like leaving this world and go to A better world ....And my sick jus don go keep feeling so unwell...Hate my fucking life man... Can someone jus save mi and lead mi to a Better life...

2010-04-20T13:23:00.000-07:00

I am not alright... Ytd nite Baby jus kena caught...Due to some problem ... I try so hard to find someone to bail him out but some of his friend jus don care... U should know who you are....At last i have no choice so i call up his sis to help out... Sometime i jus don understand in his heart is there still mi ... I don think so ...Like wat i said i should stop loving you... Jus too many thing happen in this few month i need to work hard to settle everything and i shall leave you...

Jus Don BarE

2010-04-12T16:18:00.000-07:00

New week many thing to settle sianz.. But don worry after tonite not much le cause most of it clear le...Afew day ago Baby suddenly told mi He said if someday he is rich he wan to drive audi and lead mi to a better life i feel so touch ... Think this is the first time he told mi something like this... Baby i know u can do it and hope these day will come true ... Let don talk about this have something to tell everyone i brought two new cupboard, a bed and air-con feel so shiok about it ... Miss my bed rite now... Last time always don feel like going baby house sleep but now i feel like going his house everyday...Haha.. And one more thing almost everyday playing mj is like everyday keep gamble lor...But mj keep lose lei... Nvm ... I will win one day... K lar stop here bye...

Hazel nut : LoL cause ah san wan to c doctor so i go hospital lor... Go new school don know how to call mi liao hor.. got new friend don wan mi liao Sob Sob...Must miss mi hor... And remember free must call mi... Miss you...

2010-04-10T20:12:00.000-07:00

Early in de morning I am in the hospital wit baby and his bro ...So tired haha ...And I am all alone cause I can't even get in ...So bore if I know. I shouldn't have come ...Cause have to wait at least a hr but I don think tat fast at least have to wait up to 3 to 4 hr ar ... Btw after tat we going to have a gd lunch haha...so hungry..Sob Sob ...
Yolanda : HaHa sure no problem when u rich call mi den we go shopping tgt lol... Wow : can u put down ur real name so I know who are u ...u seem to know mi well lol ...
Nimama : who are u btw ...Do I know u if yes pls but down ur big name thx ... Kimberly : Hello so long nv see u le hope to c u soon take care ...

2010-04-05T14:28:00.000-07:00

I am fine cause i got want i want le... And wat i promise i will not do it again ...LOL When crocodile Farm today so scary cause BiBi nearly got bite by de crocodile lor he shouted like hell lol.. Both mi and Da wei also kena scare by him.. After tat when Sim Lim guess wat bibi spent nearly 1k to buy a PS 3 is like wat de fuck...And i am for sure we kena cheated liao but bo bian Bibi wanted tat PS 3 long ago if i said no to him He will sure keep give mi tat kind of face so I let him buy and make sure he will regret of buying it...After tat we when hm den quarrel ...My stupid sis is dame fuck up i don understand why i have such a sis ... Don said le... I will not kena cheat by you i will retun u wat u have given mi.. AS IN MONEY..And i am for sure those untreat mi i will make them regret...

Jeslyn : I am fine thank for concern u also must think in a bright side...Hope u can last long wit ah san...

Hazel :Don care wat ppl said jus be urself and stay happy wit vincent.. And don give up... Jus give mi a call and i will be ur listener ok...

Yolanda: WOW u so rich still wan mi to spare u some money ...LOL when want to go shopping wit mi?

2010-04-04T12:01:00.000-07:00

When shopping last few day brought a BEBE tee , Ax tee and a titus couple watch think we spent more den a thousand tat day...Wanted to buy diamond ring but like a waste of money so did not buy ...Jus don know why happy thing have come but jus a nite everything jus gone ... I hope it will come back and i promise not to do it again...

2010-03-31T18:15:00.000-07:00

Nth better to do so when baby come to work i also come along ...Been like this for a week le quite fun cause i get to see alot of thing and diff kind of ppl .. Anyway baby promise to buy mi a diamond ring i am so happy cause i finally got want i wan for so many years ...After i got i will sure post out for everyone to c ... Another thing is i got money to pay for my bond le.. So don need to stress for it anymore...So lucky tat almost every thing settle so smootly hope thing will carry on like this ...One more thing baby promise to go shopping wit mi today ... HAHA.. K lar i am going to rest for awhile first ...bye

2010-03-25T06:32:00.000-07:00

If i am rich too i can go high tea wit bk and haze tat is wat we said a few day ago we can play mj and even shopping tgt i don think these day will come true so let don dream we have to face the fact tat we are poor and need a job to support us so let work hard tgt and hope our dream come true ...Work hard gals...

2010-03-21T09:03:00.000-07:00

Guess wat tml is my die end ... I have to go back to the company to give them mine resgin letter and to pay wat i have to pay... I have a letter frm a doctor but i my not such if approve a not if not approve i have to pay de sum hope everything will go well tml ...I hate my fucking life... LEAVE MI ALONE .................................DIE DIE

2010-03-09T10:54:00.000-08:00

Guess wat jus a few week so many thing jus happen..I didn't work as i bond de contract and have to pay for 3k...I am stress don know where to find such a amount to pay them? I jus hate living in this world i don know if i am sway or jus the way i do is wrong.I have a bf which don understand mi he don even know wat i wan and wat i need in his life friends are more important, freedom to him is a must...I jus don understand why i do so much thing yet wat i get in return ??? I don know is a right choice to go back to him a not? When ever we quarrel he don even give mi a chance to explain. He said he dote mi but i jus don feel it ...Can someone understand mi?Not i don wan to give him freedom jus tat i scare to lose him again...I wanted to leave him but i jus cant do it is there still love between us ??? I don know i really don know...I am tat type of gal which i will keep things in mind and jus cant let go.. Thing will jus appear in my mind over and over again...Can i jus die and everything will get over?There are jus too many thing i don understand and don get to it ...3 years and we jus cant stable down i found tat i don even understand wat he is thinking rite now?I don think he wan to stable down and get married at the moment...I am tired i wish to sleep longer and i don wish to wake up i hope everything is jus a nightmare...Hope when i wake up tml everything is jus a dream to mi..I am unless i am going to 21 and yet wat i got nothing i am such a loser ...Btw my new friend jus gone she is 18 this year and she got bang by a taxi ...She still have a long way yet she jus leave like this ...I don know her much jus a few talk wit her and i feel so sudden when she is gone...BTW RIP Gal ...

2010-02-09T09:24:00.000-08:00

Can someone pls save mi...I don know wat to do now I am scare everything just don come in my way I am jus so Suay..I don know how am I going to face them I know wat I do is all wrong but I really no choice can someone save mi I really need help....I am happy working with everyone of u but wat can I do to make thing better I really hope everything will get over asap I really hope wat I think will not get worst is my mistake I promise but is all undone I know I will get scolding when I get back I am scare but I have to face the fact I have grow up so watever thing I do I have to settle it myself my mummy is dame worry about mi and I must not let her worry anymore cause I have up I need to work hard and let her have a better life so tat she will not be so xin ku working everyday...everytime she so worry about both mi and my sister cause jus de three of us so we mus dote each other and tresure each other she work so hard to bring de two of us up so I mus not let her disspointed anymore mummy listen up I will work hard to lead u to a better life so tat u will not be so xin ku anymore wat I said I will do it maybe I let u down too much but wat I said I will not forget jus watch ok I will prove to u one day... I will carry on to work tml N not to scare anymore...be strong I can do it ...

2010-01-23T21:26:00.000-08:00

working recently so no time to blog ... anyway i quite like my work place is dame fun i am happy working everyday...ppl there are friendly and cheerful... ya but anyway we only sever gals cause we are more on bust...and new year are coming going to shop wit hazel to buy lot of cloth do our hair our nails and many more so hazel wait for mi to get my pay and we can start to shop haha...

without you life is nth to mi

2010-01-08T18:18:00.000-08:00

I am going to Working. Monday start work le finally... But i sign 1 year wit the company, and the paid there not bad... Anyway i am working in slim fit so guys and gals who one to slim down come find mi lol... Work there also a bit ma fun cause 1. I have to wear socking to cover my tattoo 2. I have to wear full make up 3. I have to bun up my hair 4. I have to wear full uniform 5. I have to wear a black cover high heels shoes everything is a must....But lucky i still can smoke if not i sure die... And if i have a 1hrs break i can go far east look for yolanda to have luch tgt so i will not be so lonely... Hope everything will go smoothly... Wish myself gd lucky for this 1 year... So after i start work i cannot mj any more and no more nite life for mi also... Anyway i will work hard no matter how for my furture.....

Without You Life Is Nth To Mi

2010-01-01T21:34:00.000-08:00

Hii I am back frm bangkok omg is fun nor..buy dame lot of things ...everything was dame cheap over there..i hope to go back there again this year...so long nv blog le alot of thing happen...let talk about count down we went to E RED DOTS to count down veri bore and angry tat day we have a bad luck start of this year...jus so unlucky....let don talk about it spoil my mood tat day nor...forget it...nth much to said also.Anyway hope everyone have a good start this year...enjoy ur days friend....

Without You Life Is Nth To Mi

2009-12-17T17:51:00.000-08:00

Nothing much to post jus tat my phone spoil omg wat the hell....Ytd jus pei melvin go lian shi, veri bore nth to do so take alot of pic wit hazel and i am addicted to Sim 2...hahaa soo fun...I am so excited cause i am going swimming wit hazel tml but baby is not going cause he cant off soo poor thing but baby nvm is ok cause we are going bangkok soon ...hahaa left only 5 day and we are going to bangkok...And after bangkok trip i am going to start work soon....But bangkok i am coming veri soon...

Without YOu Life Is Nth To Mi

2009-12-10T23:36:00.000-08:00

Last nite i didn't have a gd sleep, suddenly i feel dame sad. A few month back things keep appeared in my mind, i jus wonder why this things will happen in my life i really suffer a lot those days. I try not to think but these things will nv disappear in my mind it had stuck in my life. I was thinking is tat my retribution. I jus don know why all bad things jus come to mi. I feel lost

i cant find myself wat am i suppose to do i really don know. And this is de first time i jus cant get to sleep cant eat and even feel like a zombie. I try to find things to make myself to forget everything i even take drugs!!! Wat a joke rite...But maybe this is wat Love are. When u are falling in love u will willing to do anything for ur partner...But gals out there listen up is better for u to get someone who Love u more den u Love him,u will be more xin fu,and this is true. So hope everyone can get their true love and last long. As for mi i don wish much i jus hope to hold ur hand till we get old...Happy Ending to all of u... =)

Without You Life Is Nth To Mi

2009-12-09T00:48:00.000-08:00

Wen to E Red Dot ytd nite again...Before tat we wen to ah bee there to eat ...Don feel like going but Bo bian bi bi keep ask mii to follow him...Sianz nth to do this few day keep slacking at hm...Guess wat i didn't go for interview ytd cause don feel like working there...Think i slack for too long don feel like working liao but bo bian i need a lot of money cause i got a lot of plan ...I need to think for my future if i continue like this my future will suffer ....haiz life are jus too bore...work also sianz nv work also sianz...No life...But anyway i am counted as veri xin fu le cause got a lot of friends and familys dote mi... So do i Cherish every single one of u...

Without You Life Is Nth To Mi

2009-12-06T21:09:00.000-08:00

When to watch zombieland wit hazel and vincent on 05-12-09 at amk hub it was super nice...Before tat we when to eat pepperlunch tat was my fav yummy...I am bore today cause bibi when back to ikea to work ...So now i am trying hard to look for a part time job also... Call a few job today,and going interview tml hope i can start veri soon...Wish mi good luck for tml interview...Goin to bangkok soon ...So excited hahaa...This year we will be celebrating our christmas at bangkok ...Hope we have a lot of fun there..Let us count down,left 17 days...shopping shopping and shopping...

Without You Life Is Nth To Mi

2009-12-02T00:11:00.000-08:00

Baby smile was soo fake

3days ago help BiBi to celebrate his birthday...Happy birthday darling ....Sry did not let u have a great birthday celebration but i promise to celebrate wit u every year no matter how ok...Cause on tat day i quarrel wit some idoit dame it...Hope u don come and disturb mi and my bf again...Hope everything will be fine veri soon cause jus too many thing happen this few month ...But not too bad cause no matter wat thing happen he will always be there for mi..Thx u baby...

*** Without You Life Is Nth To Mi ***

2009-11-21T23:46:00.000-08:00

Went to Windsor last nite to celebrate my 20th birthday...Thx to those who pei mi last nite...The Most important i have to thx is my Bi Bi cause he give mi a lot of surprise I LOVE U =x ...And thx to my sis cause she got mi a coach pouch I LOVE It =p... I dame happy last nite...Dame shy cause they ask mi to go up to the stage and bi bi bring de cake up so kan tong....I really have a wonderful nite ytd...And Bibi Really help mi to drink alot ytd nite...Thx u guys... =)

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2009-11-16T16:51:00.002-08:00

Jus come back frm E Red Dots we went there to celebrate xiong wei birthday.After tat we went hm, reach Bi Bi house Nth better to do so decided to open a blog.I*m bore i need a job badly.Lastly i lOvEe my BF Dickson Lim =p

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